These are one of the times that I just want the earth to swallow me. I’m so disappointed with myself! I keep doing things that I should not be doing or not do things that I should be doing. Oh well, I guess I deserve it.
Our semester just ended. When it ended, I was so happy that it was finally over. Now, in retrospect, I wish that it still wasn’t over. I know I could’ve done better, now it’s too late. I can’t cry over spilled milk (actually not cry, but more of whine and rant over spilled milk), because I can’t do anything about it anymore. By writing this blog, I just want to let my feelings out. Oh God.
I should really start changing my attitude towards a lot of things. I keep saying that I would change, but well, nothing happens. I’m still the same old me.
I want to change! I actually need to change… A lot of people already told me that. I guess now, I will really change. I know I can do it (ok, I’m still really trying to convince myself that I can really do it), I will really try my best. Wish me luck.
I need a drink.