One of the worst feelings is having to wait for something and knowing that is the only thing you can do. You know that you cannot force that (those) person (people) to give you an answer immediately. You need their answer now, but ultimately, there’s nothing you can do.
I have been waiting for the company to e-mail me when I’ll be starting my Job. They already told me that I already have the slot but it took me about a day before I could reply to their e-mail. Now, I’m quite unsure if I still have the slot or not. I cancelled my other upcoming interviews because I already decided that I wanted to work with the company that already told me that I got the job. Now, I’m not sure if I that was a good decision, actually, i now know that it wasn’t a good decision. I’m feeling very uneasy now, most of my batch mates already started their internships and I’m still stuck here, doing nothing.
Hope they would e-mail me soon.