Slowly… but hopefully not surely..

I was browsing through some of the pix of my highschool friends… All the new pix in their accounts does not include me anymore.. Well, how will i be included in the pictures when i’m not with them right? hehe.. LOL. Looking at the pictures made me realize that really are slowly drifting apart… 

It’s just sad that there is a possibilty, that some day, we will just see each other in reunions and friendster/multilpy/facebook will be our only source of news from our lives. 

Thoughts on Making Money Online

I actually wanted to write about something.. but i forgot what it was that i wanted to write about. 

Oh yeah! now i remember… I wanted to write about the thought of making money online… I’m sure you’ve heard of this.. Or if you haven’t, have you been living in a cave? LOL! kidding. 

 Making money online is one of the easiest jobs in the world i believe… Websites have claimed that they have made millionaires out of the money making jobs they offer.. and you know what? i actually believe them! I really want to try some things out.. But yeah, i’m too lazy to do those things. But i think one day i will.. It’s actually amazing that i read stories about teenagers earning moren than $100K a month just by blogging or by answering surveys.. I mean it’s not difficult.. and it’s not stressful at all.. You don’t have a boss, you’re the one holding your time, and your office is your laptop! very portable.. LOL!

Well, if you want to know more, you can just search google and type “earning money online” and clicking these links may even lead you to become a millionaire. good luck!  

Just Curious

Well, this post is about one of my curiosities in life… I am very curious about a lot of things, some are just odd curiosities.. Well, this post will be about one of my odd curiosities…

 Have you ever been to trade show exhibits? Do you wonder where/how they have those table covers and table top displays made? Well, i did.. So i did a little searching and found out that there are businesses that makes all that.. From the tables, which are designed very well, up to the table clothes… And a thought came popping into my mind! We can actually use these for our organization.. Whenever we’ll have activities and the likes… It’s instant advertising! hehe.. The site that i found is amazing. It contains a lot of options for different needs. Well, you might just need it. So better check it out.

Head hurting, Mind blowing

Head hurting, Mind blowing…

 How i wish i’m talking about something else… Something exciting, or something unforgettable.. Well, what i’m talking about is my 1st semester 08-09/Senior year in college.. My head is aching so much now. I’m drowning myself in my earphones listening to urbandub, paramore, and the likes. 

I’m tired.. In a matter of 20 minutes, we will be presenting our crappy program.. The program that will decide if i will fail or pass this course.. but by the looks of it, the grade that we will get for our program will not be enough to make me pass the course.. I know i’m being pessimistic, but i really don’t want to expect any better. I have actually prepared for this to happen. I’ve already planned out my one semester extension.. And i think it will be fun. hehehe.. 

 Oh well.. there might still be hope.. But whatever may happen, i think it will just be ok. 

Online Window Shopping

I”ve been wanting to buy a lens for sometime now. Well, i still don’t have the money.. So i’ve been searching online and i found a great site online site which has crawlers like google! In layman’s terms, it searches a lot of stores and gives you lots of options.. It gives you the lowest price available among all the stores that it found..

The site has a broad search. You can search and buy almost anything here… I even searched for eyeglasses. I even searched for some things for our apartment.. Like  LOL! If i would have the money, i think i would really buy my things here.. It is a breakthrough in online shopping.

Others

If you’ve been reading my last posts, well, you can tell that i don’t feel too good about myself these days… I actually keep on repeating the line “I wanna die!”… Yeah, i really do… but i would like to be resurrected once all this is over. LOL!

Whenever i would say that line, i would think of my situtation and how it is not so much “to die for”… I mean, yeah.. I’m in deep shit.. but still, shit.. Not the ones that have been flushed… Meaning, i can still get out of it, or wait for it to decompose.. If it would’ve been flushed, i would be so totally lost in the sewers.. With a whole lot of other gross things other than shit. So for now, i’m just in shit.

To make it more relateable, there are a lot of other people who have problems bigger than mine.. Yet they manage to live through it.. Come to think of it, my problem’s not that big.. Compared to their problems my problems aren’t big at all..

 Maybe it’s just i keep on disappointing myself.. That’s why i’m feeling this way.. And the fact that i know that i’ll disappoint my parents too…

:(

oh well… These are the consequences for me procrastinating and being lazy all the time.. The consequences for always choosing to sleep rather than going to classes.. 

just thinking out loud…

I know what my problem is… I think too much about the future that I can’t concentrate on the now… I’m always worried about my future, that the now doesn’t get that much attention. Stupid… I know.. 

 Well, my now is spent lying down… I have some things to do.. Lots of things to do actually, but i want to give myself this time to not do anything… I had 2 exams yesterday, and i had 1 today…

 :( i’m really feeling down… i feel that all my subjects are in the verge of failing.. a 3 would give me so much joy and happiness…

:(

I just don’t feel good about myself today. I’ve been having lots of doubts about myself… my capabilities and the likes. I have this feeling that i won’t be able to achieve the things that i want in life.. I totally feel like a failure now.. I don’t know why i’m this depressed… But i really just am…

 It is maybe that i want too many things… That all these things that i want, for now, and for the future, just seem so impossible. I always thought that i do not dream big.. I am someone rational… But now, come to think of it, maybe i really dream too big.. Or maybe i just used to think of myself more than i think of myself now…

 I just wanted to get this out of my head… It has been bothering me for quite some time now..