Yeah, so my last post, i said that i was already going to be blogging again.. yet, there’s really nothing to blog about. I’m still jobless.. I have an interview on Monday though… but i’m not expecting anything.. hopefully there will be a job offer.
I felt really sad just now. I felt how far I am from where I want to be. I’m still at the starting line and I haven’t progressed for even just a centimeter. I’m stuck. I can’t lift my feet to start walking… To slowly bring me to my goal.
It’s quite hard to start everything from scratch. Nothing to build onto. But I really don’t have a choice. I need a paradigm shift. A wake up call. Something to make me move. Something to make me believe that I can reach my goals and more. I’ve been telling myself that I can do it. I actually know that I can do it.. but there’s really something missing… and I can’t put my finger on it.