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Feeling stupid is one of my hatest feelings. Argh!

Well, i actually entertained something in my mind that i personally know would be a hard-to-become fact. Impossible even. I actually pondered about the thought for a few minutes.. then poof! it became coco crunch.

I’m really ready to move on into a new chapter in my life. This is one of the days that I would really like college would end. I need a new environment.  

These days, my insecurity problems seem to be emanating more than the usual. I mean, we’re all insecure of something right?  But now, i’m not really sure if it’s insecurity or plainly envy. Tsk. this is bad…

Beer. I love beer… It’s actually one of the reasons why my tummy isn’t as flat as before.. Oh the golden liquid.. My golden escape.

Singleton. I’m almost a year single. in a matter of one month, i’ll be celbrating the anniversary of me being single. It’s not that fun really… Or maybe, i just got really used to it. hahaha..

Beer + Smokes + Ice Cream + half of a movie + Good Company == Me Happy

Last night, I wasn’t feeling too happy (you can read my last blog about it or you can click here, here or here) but my friends really did not know that I was feeling down. So for them, it was just another night out, nothing good to celebrate and nothing bad to whine about.

We had dinner, then we went to Jungle Java to have our daily dose of alcohol (daily dose because it’s been like 4 days straight that we’ve been drinking. haha). We had the usual, beer for the rest of us, and for Brylle, Infinit (if you’re not familiar with this drink, Google it! And it’s really spelled without the e). It was ok, nothing really unforgettable happened while we we’re drinking, nothing funny and/or weird incidents, just that… drinking, talking, and smoking. Everyone was kind-of getting bored so we decided to end our drinking session quite early (about 11 pm… I think).

While we we’re walking home we wanted to buy barbeque, sadly, Mr. Barbecue Man was closed. So we bought a half-gallon Rocky-Road flavored ice-cream instead. When we got to the apartment, we happily ate our half-melted ice-cream while watching “Jumper”. I did not get to finish the movie because I was really sleepy. So, I told them I’d go ahead and sleep.

Last night wasn’t really unforgettable, but it was good enough to keep my mind off things and for me to know that there are more good things in life. Drama much? harhar